Just another day ♥

2010-02-21T09:17:00.003+08:00

I love you as high as I can hop !

I likey !

Time flies really really fast. And yeah, my oh-so-dead blog is growing mushrooms. HAHA, no worries, I'm plucking it away. As much as I love blogging, i'm on the verge of closing it down but yet, I don't have the heart to do it. Ask me why. I won't be able to give you an answer.

How has your Chinese New Year been so far? Hope it's been good! Mine has just been awesome.It has been a hectic weekend! Chinese New Year, Valentine's day, party, movies. 2010 is my year, woo hoo ! :D :D A bunch of best of the best friends, awesome family and HIM ♥

Life can't be all sweet can it now?

I do make time, just to make sure that I don't lose myself, my character, in all my studies and start becoming a whole different being.

& I guess you have to somehow believe that whatever shit you have to go through now will eventually pay off even-though it probably would have to involve something you don't like doing.

xoxo's

2010-02-15T18:40:00.003+08:00

me loveeyyyyyyy ! ♥

2010-01-19T08:09:00.004+08:00

A true friend is someone who thinks that you are a good egg even though he knows that you are slightly cracked.

Someone once told me that you cannot lie when you look into someone's eyes. Maybe that concept still could be applied in the past, now we see more cold-hearted liars looking right into their victim's eye and trying to convince them about the so-called truth which was never even real. Could you really tell something just by blinking your eyes? Or could you give a cold shoulder, a harsh look or an annoyed expression just by looking at someone? I guess you could. Some people seem to understand others just by looking into their eyes. Eyes cannot lie. I think it is true. Even how good you are, even how hard you try to lie, you just can't do it when you look into someone's eyes, what more the eyes of the person you love the most. Eyes are definitely the path to someone's soul, the key to the heart, the route to break all the secrets that lies deep within.

Don't lie.

Stick and stones can break bones, leaving a permanent damage superficially for the eyes to see, but actions can shatter your heart and words can rip your soul, leaving an unnoticed yet severe damage. Sometimes you can never tell if you are doing the right thing, never could you say the right words at the right time. But there are times where you have to say for someone to know, to find out and understand how you feel.Things tend to get worse when you think about it, when you let it sink in and be all over you. I do not know if I am just a mistake. Maybe, who knows.

xoxo's

2010-01-03T01:56:00.000+08:00

lovelies !

W705, pink !

Okay, I admit that I don't normally buy myself a present for Christmas, but this year I think I can't resist larh 'cause I didn't recieve any present marh D': So, I bought myself a new phone after getting my salary from Cat Whiskers, meooww ! I’m learning how to use it right now. And I’m loving every single part of it. It’s more than I expected, hah ! But, camera still not that good as I expected larh :p

Oops, not forgetting, crazy new year countdown at Desa Park City ! People parked on the roadside, and it was so crowded. But the wait was so so so worthy! I have never been so closed to any fireworks before, full viewed. This one is so long, so colourful, and so CLOSE! It feels like the explosion is coming to us, I love the ' star falling down ' the most. It was double the awesomeness, no, it’s triple! The fireworks was oh-so-awesome larh :D :D

As the beer ended, the party also ended.

I smiled to many people for more than a billion times;

but when I first saw you, my heart took over and smiled for the first time (:

xoxo's

2009-12-29T02:04:00.000+08:00

you can be my cinderella man.

chubby ? yes.

Star-filled nights, frost-white dawns and sharp-blue days. As another week dragged by, life went on usual around me. Party a little, rest a little, heh ! :D
Yea, I spent my weekend in Library, sounds cool. Actually is sister's birthday celebration larh. It makes the good girl gone bad. Library, E@Curve (formerly Cineleisure, I don't like the new name of it) Despite the exquisite interior, one of the main attraction of Library to me, they have Hoegarden barrel available, even thought the price is pretty cutting throat at RM1288. So we ended up with Carlsberg barrel at the price of RM888. (nevermind it is still a barrel, still cool) They brought us a barrel, installed it with the tap on our very own bar, so everybody turned into bartender. Hoegarden is oh-so-awesome ! It's just driving me crazy whenever I think of my pmr result, can't blame me though, sigh D':

Now that Christmas is over and done with, let's look ahead to the New Year, and bright 2010! Gonna celebrate new year @ desa park city, red wine, here I come ! *smug*

Signing off, xoxo's.

2009-12-24T23:12:00.003+08:00

Tonight, I'mma fight
Till I see the sunlight.

My blog is dead now, so do I.
Santa, where are you? I need you, now.

Merry Christmas.

xoxo's

2009-12-06T09:37:00.001+08:00

Sorry for the late post, but still Happy Birthday, girl !

I love you more than word can say.

xoxo's

2009-12-04T10:46:00.002+08:00

Mr Beautiful.

currently addicted to:

K.O 3an guo :D

Down
So baby, don't worry
You're my only,
You wont be lonely,
Even if the sky is falling down,
You'll be my only,
No need to worry.

Hatin' on the club
Now this'll be the last time you did me wrong
No more laying up in your arms
No calling, saying you want me back
I'm packing my bags, what you think about that?
you got me hatin' on the club
'Cause you took my love
Oh you took my love.

坏人
三个人从不对等
总有个人必须牺牲
那永恒就等他带你完成
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人

xoxo's
M.I.A

2009-12-01T13:18:00.003+08:00

Missing the laughter-filled, brilliant blue sky.

Time fades away.
It's December now.
Hellooo December ! :D

Waiting for salary now * woots *
I know liew lili can't wait to see me and go out with me, and she miss me, haha ;D
I got a long long shopping list now, can't wait to go out. I want to watch New Moon ah.. and someone's date. Oh, oh, oh, you guys know Darren Shan ? He's movie- Cirque du Freak: The Vampire's Assistant is showing on 31st of December !! Oh my, must watch must watch.

Stick and stones can break bones, leaving a permanent damage superficially for the eyes to see, but actions can shatter your heart and words can rip your soul, leaving an unnoticed yet severe damage. Sometimes you can never tell if you are doing the right thing, never could you say the right words at the right time. But there are times where you have to say for someone to know, to find out and understand how you feel.
Things tend to get worse when you think about it, when you let it sink in and be all over you.
I do not know if I am just a mistake. Maybe, who knows.

xoxo's

2009-11-25T21:44:00.003+08:00

life is like a beautiful melody, only the lyrics are messed up.

I know this is very cute larh, heh ! :p

I'm sorry for having abandoned my blog for so long. Just kinda tired and lazy these days, sorry friends ! Firstly, sister just came back from Hong Kong and Taiwan. I'm zuper happy, I got lots of new clothes now, heheh ! :D

Oh, I thought of something when I reread all the messages and viewed all the pictures in my picture album, some of the pictures, really really precious :) :)

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

ps : Belum try, belum tau ; Satu kali try, hari hari mau !!

2009-11-19T12:53:00.000+08:00

Now or never.

Love is smiling on the inside out.

Sometimes you feel all alone even when you are standing right in the centre of a noisy crowd, not being able to relate yourself with their jokes, not being able to at least pretend to laugh. This is a feeling of emptiness, a feeling of loss and lonely. You feel that no one could ever cover up the large hole made in your heart, that you will hurt forever, that it is too hard to bounce back and you have forgotten who you used to be. It will feel like you are stuck and could not move, numb by each second that passes you by and hurt, simple hurt by each breath you take.

Your heart will never listen to you. even how hard you try to mend it on your own, even how much you try to convince it that time will heal and you will be okay in the end, it will never work. Some people may leave an impression on others, and some just pass others life feeling they meant nothing and is not valued.

But everyday we meet different people. How much a person affects us depends on how much influence he or she has on you. The world might think that they're nobody, but they are the world to you. They leave prints in your heart with every action and spoken word, and it is difficult to accept a feeling of lost when they no longer exist in our lives.

This is when we will feel worthless, neglected and unwanted. Feelings that will lead us to think that we are not worth it, and that we have to be punished.

It is true life will never be the same without these people that influence a lot in us, but who says that difference is something bad? When one door closes, others open to give you new opportunities and hope, just don't stare too long at the closed door till you missed the opened one.

wish me luck, tonight.

xoxo's

2009-11-16T17:06:00.001+08:00

what goes around comes around.

I'm just so busy these days.
I am currently working at Cats whiskers boutique. Aww, no doubt, just want to save more pocket money, heh ! Just too many things in my buy list, new phone, camera, perfume, clothes, dresses, high heel shoes, so on (: At least, I didn't waste my long holidays, right? YEA. Rejected all outings, excluded family outings larh. Oh, just miss going out with friends D:

So, watched 2012 with sister and nicholas them. One word, awesome !

This movie is 2 hours and 40 minutes long, but it didn't feel like it was that long at all, seriously ! :D The story line is sometimes unbelivable but it's still awesome. Many signs in this movie that will hopefully wake people up. I do find myself sometimes tearing up in some parts of the movie, if you like disaster movies, then this is a must see ! :D :D

she's so cute !

It's true we don't know what we've got until its gone, but we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. Like my title, what goes around comes around, famous quote, huh? Yea. We need to appreciate how precious life is.

offing to genting with sister & brother (:

ps: phone out of credit, sorry for not replying messages :p

xoxo's

2009-11-08T21:21:00.005+08:00

♥'s

Even though we are not together, I care about you more than ever. When we talk I feel so close to you, I don't know what I'm supposed to do. The sound of your voice makes me smile, the song you sang to me, though you never sang in a musical key, still lovely to me. I have almost forgotten what you did to me, I was hurting in every part of me. I was sad knowing this is how it came to be. I gave you my tears, I gave you my heart. You made me happy, right from the start. Life without you is not life but a nightmare. A nightmare that eats my skin little by little ; A nightmare that pricks my soul until I feel no more. Life is not life, without you. When I type this now, I start to think, how happy when we were together. Have thought about you in every way, just sitting and wondering about the days we laughed, we smiled, we talked for a long while. These days with you were so great and everyone passing is only more wonderful. I love you more now, than ever before.

He's my knight in shining armor, my one and true love. He will do anything to please me. He will protect me with his sword and treat me like a princess. Give me his castle and build a kingdom. He will do anything for me, I need someone like you in my life. So let the knight and princess to live happily ever after and have a story book ending.
For you and only you I must thank by.

Love is such a miracle.

ps: my lucky star (:

2009-11-03T17:56:00.001+08:00

♥'s

2009-11-02T13:13:00.003+08:00

sweet things are better left short to be appreciated.

bye bye,
my legs and my lovely high heels D':

I went to work yesterday, what a tiring Sunday.
Not going to mention the details.

If one day you can meet him again, and sincerely be friends, then this means he no longer mean that much to you, for whatever that happens in his life has no relation to you, anymore.
Row, row, row your boat. Gently down the stream. Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily, life is but a dream.

" I don't believe in happily ever after "
" So you don't believe in fairytales? "
" I used to, now I don't, I just don't wanna get hurt"

nothing is forever, little girl.

xoxo's

2009-10-31T20:29:00.000+08:00

There's always a little truth behind every just kidding.

G.D.I

Yesterday, shits happened, expected.
Not my day, big no no D:

I am sorry to all of those whom I have invited to the party, disappointed and depressed you guys. I didn't enjoy the party due to some freakin' shits. Some of them were growing mushrooms, I know. To those whom I got offended in anyway, I'm so sorry. This wasn't what I expected.

And, hello you, little bitch.
Stop your bitchy nonsense, this isn't the first time !
I'm not the bad bitch, and please stop acting your poor little angel, wtf.
If I lose my temper, I bet you lose your head.

I meant my words.

xoxo's

2009-10-27T11:52:00.007+08:00

Wine is sunlight held together with sunshine.

outstanding hair band ? yes ;D

tuesday morning.

Aww, I'm missing Bangkok oh-so-much, so much :'(
Fright Night ! oh, can't wait can't wait.
No party, no life ;p

Handmade accessories.
Very very English princessy, both their stuffs and interior.

I miss Chic life ! shopping ;D

I miss toot-toot too ! ;p
toot-toot doesn't seem to require to follow traffic regulations.

And, yummy foods.

Best breakfast ever.

*slurppp*

white curry.

red tom yum.

Thai Iced-Tea <3's

kawaii coca cola.

cup mee and cup porridge.
in pork flavour ;p

Samurai Pork Burger ! ;p

small mac & BIG MAC.

Pretty Cupcakes with it's sugar-coated look.

I wished.

Kap Pun Ka !
xoxo's

2009-10-23T21:20:00.008+08:00

Why don't we just be friend?
Nothing more, nothing less.

interview (:

Aww, I'm so sad, right now.
Date has been postponed, meaning that movie tickets, dress, mask, research all KABOOM !
No more, no more D: D:

Went school for the Beryl's Chocolate trip. I thought this will be a really boring trip, as there're not much people that going.But guess what? Once we reached the Beryl's chocolate factory, we were all fascinated by the chocolate smell that came out of the factory, quite sweet and creamy. Then, we went in and listen to a talk about chocolates and watched a slide show. The chocolates are so glossy and delicious in that slide show. Plus that sweet and creamy smell that can't stop coming out of the factory.Then she leads us to where the chocolates are produce.The machines are really amazing, workers can just sit there and look at the chocolates rolling down from the machines. There's so many process. From a cocoa to powder, then to paste and whatsoever and at the end, it becomes those delicious chocolates you saw in the market. It's really amazing. And, dark chocolate is so nice larh ;D ;D

Fright Night !

Join us if you dare for a night of fun and scare !

Date:	Friday, October 30, 2009
Time:	7:00pm - 11:00pm
Location:	Sunway Club, Pool Side Hall

Hosted by 3B5-ians.

RSVP to Tze Wei, Sharmaine or Sammy by October 26th, Monday.
Price : RM15

Star light, star bright, First star I see tonight,
I wish I may, I wish I might,
Have the wish I wish tonight.

2009-10-22T14:07:00.005+08:00

I got married,
in my dream last night.

I was married to a guy that I barely remember now who the person is. But he was a new person that I met, and short after, we got married. However, I was feeling really confused, afraid, worried but on the good side, I was showered by his love and to some extend, I was overwhelmed.

During then, I actually had a love of my life, which is not the guy I married to. I wanted to un-do my decision as I must have gotten married just to prove to my real love of my life that I can live without him. I wanted a divorce badly. And was thinking how I should approach my this husband.

Lucky I woke up after - what a dream, to be torn between 2 lovers.

And high chances, there are people in real life that may be trapped in the same situation as my dream.

At times I do have this comment about a person, in my mind. But when I perceive the person is ugly, is never because of how the person looks. Its about knowing what he or she has done that makes me see him or her as no longer beautiful.

xoxo's

2009-10-20T22:17:00.002+08:00

Life is very uncertain sometime.

I feel so sad and sorry to hear this sad news. My deepest condolences to you and family. Be strong and do take care of yourself and your family. Civilization is a place where men rise and fall like the winter wheat. The dawn brings new rays every day yet there are some people who rise every day and bring to life, cherished memories, teachings and faith that help us sail the journey of life. Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away. May God bless his soul and complete all his wishes.

Rest in peace.

2009-10-19T21:59:00.009+08:00

sweet things are better left short to be appreciated.

BIG day.

Happy Birthday E.M.I.N ! ;D

rockstar.

____

Outing :D

I miss Bangkok and shopping D:

Julian's birthday celebration.

People : julian, lili, me, miaw yim, zheng zhang and jhung leung :D
Met up with julian @ lrt station, taman jaya. waited me for 45 minutes, I think?
Took a cab to midvalley.
Then, plan A ! Bought a cake for julian, secretly ;D
Lunch ' Kim Gary.
Redbox ' The Gardens. Screamed our lungs out, zuper hyper and dance ! haha :D We sing, We dance, We rock !
Watched ' Where got ghost ' with lili, really 'scared till laugh '.
Home sweet home.

xo's
_____

Recommended ;D

Yesterday, sister brought us to the very exclusive Lan Jie Steamed Fish at Kota Damansara! Oh, utterly delicious steamed tilapia fish ♥ Fyi, I hate fish a lot a lot. But it's really delicious. Almost everyone in the restaurant was having a whole fish to themselves, here is only one style of cooking for the tilapia fishes, but one can choose from the level of spiciness - non spicy, mild, spicy and ears burning, sweat forming spicy which is basically no chili padi, very little chili padi, plenty of chili padi and a very generous sprinkling of cili padi. That’s the difference! Haha, and they provide you with free tissue paper on the table, no worries. The chef had done a very good job, I ate whole tilapia fish all by myself, seriously :D
remember to make a reservation beforehand as the fishes may run out in a jiffy!

Lan Je Steamed Fish
F-50G & 51G, Jalan Teknologi 3/9
Bistari “DE” Kota
Kota Damansara
PJU 5, Petaling Jaya
Open from 11.30am-3pm, 6-9pm.
Closed on Tuesdays.
Tel: 012-669 9919, 016-6189919

xoxo's

2009-10-18T13:09:00.003+08:00

Life it not as simple as it may seem.

randomly.

Sometimes you feel all alone even when you are standing right in the centre of a noisy crowd, not being able to relate yourself with their jokes, not being able to at least pretend to laugh. This is a feeling of emptiness, a feeling of loss and lonely. You feel that no one could ever cover up the large hole made in your heart, that you will hurt forever, that it is too hard to bounce back and you have forgotten who you used to be. It will feel like you are stuck and could not move, numb by each second that passes you by and hurt, simple hurt by each breath you take.

In a real dark night of the soul, it is always three o'clock in the morning, day after day.

xoxo's

2009-10-15T15:35:00.003+08:00

A hundred friends are too few; one enemy is too many.

Mistakes.

We all make them. Sometimes it is easy to just wipe it away using an eraser, leaving an unnoticed patch on a paper. Sometimes we tend to be negligence, trying to act as if we don't care or not being responsible for it. Other times we would look back regretting what we had done in the past, hoping it could be better. But if we could ever go back to the past to wipe all the tears and regret away, would the laughter and happiness that come with it vanish as well. The past is not something to dwell on, but should be taken as a learning experience that would help us to be a better person for the future. Thanks for understanding, the language of friendship is not words but meanings. ♥ I feel that God has blessed me :D

ps/: wongyuinqing sangat sangat gembira hari ini ;D ;D ;D

xoxo's

2009-10-14T23:11:00.001+08:00

For her. ♥

When I count my blessings, I count you twice.

I miss you. Remember the times when we used to cheer one another, shopping and gossiping till dawn ? I miss those days hanging out with you, I miss the smile across your face, your laughter and the way you were always there for me when I needed you. I am impressed by the faith you have in me. When I was at the lowest point in my life, when my heart was broken, when I was hurt and I fell so deeply that I can never imagine will ever rebound again, you were the one that held my hand and made me through. Though we separated for 6 months, didn't talk to each other, but I still care bout you, I meant it. When you left me, I did not know who else to turn to, my life felt empty and falling apart, like the world turning upside-down. Till I cannot stop myself from shedding tears when you leave. I owe you an apolgize, sorry for didn't explain myself enough last time, my bad, I'm sorry. I swear, I did help you with wholehearted. I didn't meant to hide secret from you. Is just, I don't know how to explain myself. He's perfect, we both know. I really miss the time when I can just hangout with you and put all the worry behind me, being able to cry my heart out and sharing stories, laughing till dawn. My family treat you like part of us, my parents care you like how they care bout me, my sister treat you like a sister of hers, my friends like you to tag along with us, they love your laughter, so do I. Dad asked me whether needs to cook porridge for you when you were in the hospital. I was late for the hospital visiting time, that's why I didn't show up on that day. I'm not here to say how good I am, I'm here to let you know I care for you. In the long holidays, you came over to my house, we talked and shared a lot. I always knew you were the one that I can rely on, my best friend, my soulmate. If only I could spread my wings and fly to you, I would, just to wipe your tears away. I know this the way to say what's my heart says, I'll not regret in the rest of my life.

Sometimes I want to shout to the whole world how lucky I am to have you as my best friend but sometimes I want to be hush, because I'm afraid that somebody might take you away from me.

xoxo's
d.r.a.c.u.l.a

2009-10-14T13:55:00.003+08:00

I love you as high as I can hop !

party !

rawr ; shakey.

The ever so tiring, mind torturing, self torturing PMR is OVER ! I never felt so happy before, seriously. Felt so relive and tired, I've battled insomnia on and off throughout few nights. But now, I can sleep through the day ! yipee ;D

To-do list :

1. Sleep for 12 hours, at least !
2. Shopping from day till night.
3. Add more babes into my wardrobe.
4. Get back together with my bestie, I try my best.
5.Parties & outings.
6. Date planning.
7. Interview for a part time job, this saturday ! :D
8. Sing like no one cares.
9. Play, Eat, Sleep, Gym, ROCK !
10. Burn my exercise books ;)

As I promised.

It's a wonder how you look back and realize that everything is behind you and nothing is coming back. Sometimes you wonder what have change you to become the person standing right before your eyes. You regret opportunities not taken, you regret actions you've taken, you regret hurting others and not making people happy. Well, that's life. Sometimes you would just hope things have been the other way round so you could have looked back and smiled with all the memories. But if you turn back time to take away all the tears and sorrow, will the happiness of the distant memory still be alive? Or would it be a different story all together? I would rather save the story as it is right now without any change.. Baby, I'm back (:

xoxo's

2009-10-11T21:36:00.003+08:00

I see the moon, and the moon sees me;
God bless the moon, and God bless me.

daim cake ♥

2 more days !

Finally, I bought myself a small table at Ikea.
So, now I can do homeworks in my room with a proper table ;D

Hoho, QUINCE WONG is currently being retarded, jumping up and down on the bed. She's in desperate need of a shopping spree. She's burning all accessories, necklace, bracelet. Now left belts and hair bands. She needs to renew her wardrobe, after pmr, must must must !

Lastly, any recommendable movie in October ?
& casual wear or one-piece dress ? :D

I must continue those freaking math questions, now !

xoxo's

2009-10-10T22:46:00.003+08:00

A good laugh is sunshine in the house.

daddy's birthday dinner.

If one day you find out that you missed me, and you realized that your feelings for me are true. Yet you look for me and never find me at the place where I used to be. I'm sorry for leaving, I just wanted you to move on. Living on a life you could never have if you stayed with me. Forever will come to an end, eternity will never come true. Don't dwell on your loss, don't fight for the truth. If I'm not there, it's just not meant to be.

Happy Birthday to my cutest DADDY !
me ♥ you.

xoxo's

2009-10-09T18:04:00.000+08:00

liar, liar, pants on fire ! ;D

Do you lie to yourself to believe other people's lie ?
I used to, for the sake of not hurting other people.

2 more days and I'm gonna rock myself out !
oh no no, A's flying away D:
Malay papers, English papers, Science, Geography out, don't come back ! tata ♥

I'm fine, thank you. You don't have a chance, seriously.
One day the person could be as important as the air you breathe in, and the next, he/she could just be a rubbish that you can't wait to get rid of.

offing to The Club @ Bukit Utama.
swimming ! :D

xoxo's

2009-10-06T02:27:00.004+08:00

procrastination kills.

day-night routine.

Not more than 24 hours till PMR.
I'm getting more and more nervous, how how how ? D:

Sister is going to Hong Kong next month, I did some research of food directory for her because I need her to buy me new clothes ;D I had been searching the city directories whole night, yet must finish all the model test for geography as a punishment for repeated procrastination. So, went to bed when the sky turning brilliant blue. I heard those busy footsteps in the house, noisy rooms alarm. All of them were rushing to work or college, and I'm lying in bed, dreaming parties after pmr. hah ! I ♥ my life, why should I envy others? Life is too short to live feeling envy or jealous. This feeling will slowly eat into no one else but yourself. Make this world an easier and a better one to live in. I suddenly thought of something, I must get a part time job after pmr ! So I can pay for camera, new phone and shopping by myself, save up money so parents dont need to pay for me. awww, I'm such a good girl ;)
Lastly, good luck everyone in pmr, all the best ! :D

Is 4 in the middle of the night,
back to books !

xoxo's

2009-10-04T19:16:00.004+08:00

mama-mia ♥

;D ;D ;D

XOXO's

2009-10-04T02:01:00.001+08:00

your memories, not mine.

insomnia.

First of all, happy belated mooncake festival ! :D

Urgh, couldn't sleep well these days, freaked out during study, and I am now thoroughly frustrated. -_____- During these study nights, where I am in a nervous state of panic that makes me aware of every noise around me, and with butterflies in my stomache, heavy eye bags, I wake up completely alert and freaked out, having spent the night in a "freaked out" state.

Luckily, mummy still let me out. Accompanied the sister to midvalley, no shopping, went the stupid meeting, wasted my 2 hours time, damn GG D: Headed to one-u after that, met up with nick & felicia. Finally, shopping larh ! Pavillion for tomorrow ;D ;D

Had fun on friday, chatted with the trustable one, heh !
Your backward walking, made my day ; Your reaction made me smile.

xoxo's

2009-10-01T03:48:00.000+08:00

Anger and depression can be overcome by love and hope.

~~bitchy~~ gossip ; ~~white~~ lies

Oh yeah, after my 2 weeks holiday, I'm back to school.
I might too excited. I was lying on the bed, rolling from left to right, right to left and counting ceilings, all night long. Haha, like the first day going to kindergarden, too excited or nervous till can't fall asleep :D

Well, school as usual larh. A little bored, people hanging dangling around. Luckily, the best friend updated me with some news, no doubt, skipping school for 2 weeks, a bit outdated. heh ! Went the so-called chinese seminar for pmr or whatever larh. Urgh, bored like you wouldn't belive. Studied science in class, thanks bobby for teaching me electricity, tough one. -_-

Took a long nap right after school, dinner and yum cha session with lovelies. And now, I'm here to update my blog, stay up late to study. Mummy claimed that I'm a zombie, but I reclaimed that I'm a vampire. Vampire is much more better than zombie, right ? I don't like bright place, seriously. Dim light is loved. ♥

Oh no, I got a date with a vampire, oops ! ;)

Tata, off to study.

xoxo's

2009-09-29T21:44:00.004+08:00

left-right.

I hate my left hand.

2009-09-29T03:00:00.007+08:00

Missing the broad, boundless sky.

Fav's, lovely sister.

exhausted.

I slept for 18 hours, due to the stupid alarm. -____-

Oh gosh, wasted 18 hours in the dreamland.

Hmm, skipped school again larh. hah !

Will be going to school, this wednesday? ;D

Err, nothing much too blog, actually. Just some pictures in holidays.

Do enjoy ! :D

Scenery at Lover Link, Tg Sepat.

romantic sunset (:

_____

Just another day.

breakfast ; sandwich & cheesy bun ♥

lunch ; coco cake :D :D

dinner ; mummy's birthday.

champagne ♥

salad ; salmon ♥

pork knuckle (:

Unexpected, James joined us to celebrate mummy's birthday! He bought mooncakes for mummy and my favourite green tea mooncake, hehe. Of course, mummy zuper happy lorh! And, he plays PIANO ! Same like Bobby Bowie Benz, add points ! ;D ;D

_____

William's party night.
EAT-eat-EAT

roasted pork (:

poor chicky D:

Fishy.

oh-so-yummy ! ;D

sauna prawn ♥

William's farewell party. Make merry over yvonne and william. Seafoods, jokes, beers all night long. I love party (:

_______

Saturday morning.

Ipoh Chicken.

Fishy.

Ducky (:

pumpkin scallop ♥

Alright, done with the update, time to sleep.

XOXO's

2009-09-27T16:55:00.004+08:00

Memory's sound is broadcasted in the night.

william's farewell party !

changed blog song ! (:

Arghh, I got heavy heavy eye bags now D:
nervous, nervous, nervous.
Haha, mummy said I should stay at home study, not wasting time in school. So, yea. I MIGHT not going to school, tomorrow ? ;D

I checked my old phone, randomly. I found out that, I didn't delete part of the messages. I reread them again, especially birthday wishes from you guys. Some wishes are so unexpected, so special, so lovely. But, I'm not happy on my sweet fifteen. Hmm, next year might happier ? hope so (:
Phone credits expired, ~~not~~ again. Sorry for not replying messages.

Offing to william's farewell dinner.

tata ♥

2009-09-25T04:38:00.003+08:00

The words that remain are very ordinary,

yet full of sorrow.

in-out.

Spending my holidays with lovelies: beloved sister, brother, nicholas, felicia, yvonne and william.

♥'s

alcohol nights for weekends @ laundry, the curve.

shopping dates with sister, felicia, nicholas and yvvone @ pavillion.

movies marathon with brother.

&& playing the addictive facebook, awww, my restaurant city ! ;D ;D

Fav's. oreo cheesyyy ! :D

And, william's farewell party fall on this sunday. Don't miss us, you branded guy! Remember bring your sarawak girl, yvonne, back to sabah ! heh ;D

Not forgetting, mummy's birthday celebration dinner on next monday, can't wait can't wait ! :D

Guess what? We bought secret recipe's lemon cheese cake for mummy. Hah ! ;)

middle of the night, xoxo's.

2009-09-19T20:55:00.004+08:00

The past is like empty space.

Oh yeah, just another saturday.
Waiting in the face of the unpleasant, the difficult, the challenging.

What you want from me, let me know.
I tried and tried and tried just to let you know how important a soulmate like you to me.
You've been standing top of my heart 1 year and 5 months. Isn't that easy to let you go, although, I'm tired.

Patience - bearing with that which is hard to bear. Allowing things to be, however they are. Not trying to grasp it and force it to be other.

xoxo

2009-09-18T14:03:00.003+08:00

lovesick ♥

First love, Dior Addict 2

Second love, Estee Lauder' Beautiful Sheer

Third love, Ralph Lauren' Romance

xoxo

2009-09-17T15:57:00.008+08:00

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away.

Happy Holidays, babe ♥

Skipped school for 4 days, sorry for the MIA.

Good luck to all PMR candidates !
still not in study mood. oh-gosh O:

ps: you're happy with her, why should I continue get you back ?

2009-09-16T01:44:00.002+08:00

oh, I love it.

wondering why I'm not choosing white ?

ps : I just knew tomorrow we're having exam. ~~shit~~ !

2009-09-11T22:21:00.002+08:00

just another day.

I miss my prince.
My prince is not a baby turtle ; but a warrior.

xoxo's

Truely madly by Savage Garden

2009-09-10T13:52:00.003+08:00

Nobody knows who I really am,
I never felt this empty before.

old pic (:

Trials is over.
I'm so happy, heh ! ;D

Fyi, I'm not going to school till Monday. So yeah, skipped school, today :D Slept for 12 hours as I wished, and now I'm so energetic, hah ! No doubt, trials killed my sleeping time. Sister brought me to swimming and steam bathing these days @ The Club, Bukit Utama. Their facilities are kinda awesome. I ♥ steam bathing over there and the sunny sun, soft music & laughter from the kids. I can clear my mind over there and relax, fresh air babe! That was an enjoyable day, I had a lot of fun ;D

I realized no matter how hard I try, is impossible.
Somehow, I shouldn't hold on tight. Letting go might be something beautiful. So we can just get on with life, without trying to get somewhere else, each moment open, each moment aware, each moment knowing what it is that needs to be done. Not for me, not for you, but just what needs to be done, wondering what's life? Maybe just some imperfection in it. Who knows ?

promise to me is valueless ~~shit~~.

ps : My family still love you, I miss you too (:

2009-09-08T18:46:00.002+08:00

changed blogskin !

;D

2009-09-07T21:55:00.001+08:00

guess what, people?
Someone's big day, today !

liewlili ♥

Liewlili, you're officially fifteen now. * big clap * And, I'm here to wish you have a Happy Happy Birthday! Don't so hyper first, because I haven't choose your present. lol, so don't expect got suprise for you ! haha, you know larh. I wont do that ;)
Just something I need to say, this girl seriously a best best friend to me. She's not a replacement of anyone. And I want you to know, not just this year you're my best friend. I hope our friendship can last very long, although I don't believe forever, haha. Our friendship still counting on and on and on, okay ? ;D
She helps me when I need a helping hand, she do support me when shit happens & not forget, I can borrow her shoulder when I cry. Sometimes, we said the same thing and with the same action at the same time. cool, huh? No choice larh, influenced by you already.
Lastly, liewlili I love you larh. hahaha, kinda awkward to say this lorh !! XD

once again, happy birthday (:
xoxo

______________

not forgetting the awesome one !

Lee Sze En ♥

She's HOT!
Thanks for understanding and cheer me up when I need you.

Happy Birthday ;D

2009-09-02T13:12:00.002+08:00

HELLO !

will be back soon !
awesome holidays & awesome family.

2009-08-23T21:15:00.002+08:00

我知道

从来没想过不能再和你牵手

委屈时候没有你陪着我心痛

一切都是我太过骄纵以为你会懂

一直忘了说我有多感动

我知道你还是爱着我

虽然分开的理由我们都已接受

你知道我会有多难过

所以即使到最后还微笑着要我加油

我知道你还放不下我

才会在离开时闭着眼没有回头

我们都知道彼此心中

其实这份爱没停过

曾经完整幸福的梦在脑海里头

我多希望你还在我左右

我知道你还是爱着我

虽然分开的理由我们都已接受

你知道我会有多难过

所以即使到最后还微笑着要我加油

我知道你还放不下我

才会在离开时闭着眼没有回头

答应你我会好好过

不让这些眼泪白流

(:

2009-08-18T16:55:00.002+08:00

I will find my way ; I want a different way
I'll change the wind and rain
There be a brand new day ;

I will find my way ; I want a different way
Nothing will stop me now
No matter what they say/.

2009-08-17T00:00:00.000+08:00

Happy sweet Fifteen !

Tan Ju-Ann :D

BIG day. BIG day. BIG day
loves ♥

Fire Burning by Sean Kingston

2009-08-16T17:30:00.003+08:00

I forgot a lot things because he takes up most of the space in my memory.

Helloo, hellooo, hellooo :D
Just a day update to keep my blog alive.

Friday.

Baking day.
Actually, I forgot today we need to bake CHICKEN PIE !
So, not that hyper at first. Till recess, ate a little just to leave some spaces for my chicken pie :D :D And, getting hyper too ! Had fun in baking section, luckily don't have flour for us to play. If not hor, I think we need to wash the whole bilik masakan. lol. Not to forget, give a big clap to Pn. Yap Rio. She teached us how to bake those oh-so-delicious chicken pie <3 Seriously, * thumbs up * Due to some reasons, stayed and waited lili's chicken pie. And, we were late for the lps's meeting. Had lunch after meeting and skipped duty with lili & jiaern, miyi joined us after that. Thanks to lowmiyi for accompanying me to lrt station. I found out that, she's more clumsy while crossing the road ! hahahhaha ;D

Friday night :)

HOT shots of BB-benz ;D

Nicholas asked us ( sis, bobby bowie benz, me ) out to Redbox @ The Curve. BB-benz picked us up around 10pm, had PIZZA for dinner at Nicholas's house. They were discussing restaurant city while I'm enjoying eating ;D After dinner, went curve to get our room. Waited 1 hour we only get a room, some more not the room we booked. They gave us a room which only can fit 3 person, and we got 8 person ! roar, inside the room got those ' hong kong legs ' smell and super dirty! Then, we just got in the room and ordered drinks, they want us to pay the bill -___- We haven't sing any song and no drinks for us lorh. Service kinda bad * shakes head & thumbs down * Around 4 am, went Murni @ SS2 to have supper. Home sweet home around 5:30 am and sweet dreams around 7 am.

ps : I'm a happy happy girl, tonight. Miyi knows why ;)

2009-08-11T12:00:00.003+08:00

Tagged by GOH PEIYEIN & ALLY CHAI WAISUM ;D

1. The person who tag you is: Goh Pei Yein & Ally Chai :D

2. Your relationship with him/her is: Friend & Darling !

3. Your first impression of him/her is: PEIYEIN: dai-B ; Ally: Friendly.

4. The most memorable moments with them: PEIYEIN: had lunch @ Ipoh Chicken Rice Shop -.- ; Ally: Last year, we're classmate ;D

5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you is: Erm.. no idea ?!

6. If he/ she became your lover, you will: I want, they also don't want larh.

7. If he/she became your lover, what should he/she improve at: PEIYEIN: be more dai-B ! Ally: more hyper & jokes ! ;D

8. If he/she becomes yr enemy, what would you do: cut them, chop them & eat them :P

9. If he/she becomes yr enemy, the reason will be: no idea ?!

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is: PEIYEIN: go kanna have lunch, next time. ALLY: telling me jokes :D

11. Your overall impression on him/her: Both friendly kiddo :)

12. The characteristic you love most about yourself: Hyper ? :D

13. The characteristic you hate most about yourself: Lazy. xp

14. The most ideal person you want to be is: The unforgettable one :D

15. For people who care and love you, say something to them: Thanks for your caring & loving. I might care and love you too ;D

Pass this quiz to 10 ppl who you want to know how they feel about you.
1) Liew Li Li
2) Chai Wai Sum
3) Hng Jia En
4) Alyssa
5) Tan Ju-Ann
6) Ho Miaw Yim
7) Loo Jia Ern
8) Enaly
9) Yee Ann Ann
10) Julia

17. Who is 6 having a relationship with? Who ? You ask her larh ;D

18. Is 9 a male or a female? Female.

19. What is 2 studying at the moment? Dont know, studing for PMR lorh.

20. Who was the last person you had a chat with? Liew Li Li :)

21. What kind of music does 8 like ? love songs ?

22. Does 1 have any siblings? Yupe.

23. Is 4 single? Yea, if not double merh ? ;D

24. What's the surname of 5 ? TAN :D

25. What's the hobby of 5 ? Dancing ! :P

26. Do 7 and 9 get along well? Yeap.

27. Where is 10 studying at? Catholic High School

28. Say something casual about your eyes : Brown ?

29. Have you tried developing feelings for 2? darling <3

30. Where does 9 live? A very far place.

31. What colours do 4 like ? Blue/Purple ?

32. Are 5 and 1 good friends ? Just friends .

33. Does 2 like 7? You ask 2 larh :p

34. How did u get to know 8 ? Primary classmate and now ! :p

35. Does 1 have any pets? Got ! in Friends For Sale ;D

36. Is 7 the sexiest person in the world ? Kinda :D

37. Are you sexy? Why you ask me ? should ask my friends.

38. What am i doing now? Nagging by mum to have my brunch.

Done this tag. lovess.

):

2009-08-08T02:04:00.003+08:00

我家没有你们想象中那样幸福/.

我也没有你想象中那么坚强.

2009-08-08T00:00:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday to the most Dai-B one !

Loh Sy-Men

one year older, don't so Dai-B jor.

ps: You said me dai-B too when you wish me.

pictures of my mind by chin

2009-08-07T20:21:00.004+08:00

Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.

poser shih shih ;D

headache.

Woke up around 4 am, wanted to study for a while before prepare to school. Without any notice, eyes blackout and fainted on floor. Till I woke up, is already 7 something. Obviously, skipped school again lorh. Informed buddies that I'm not going to school, but they're seriously smart enough, all didn't on handphone. Tell me larh, own a phone for what purpose de ? * liewlili, I'm saying you XD *

Took medicine and continue sleep.
Slept till afternoon, felt dizzy.
no appetite.
Tomorrow going to school for lps activity sabtu :D

bye bye,

xo's.

Mad by Ne-Yo

2009-08-06T15:18:00.002+08:00

quince wong yuin qing :D

welcome, my new readers !

Fyi, skipped school with liewlili just to stay at home and find blogskin. haha ;D
First post belongs to liewlili, here's the second one. LiewLiLi, thank you larh ! I'm here to inform you that not gonna blog that often, as so you known, still left 61 days till PMR !

Lili wants me to blog about this.
Yesterday, stayed back and study in library. Lili and Meiyin joined me after their TTC's tution. Lili being so hyper when she saw L.K.T in library too. And, and, and... we talked to a girl that she got H1N1 last month, I think. Don't worry, disease cured and she's recovered and back to school. Hmm, school didn't inform us that someone got H1N1, right ? Actually, they knew it. They just pretend don't know anything. Selfish much ?

That's all for now ;D

first post ! ;)

2009-08-06T14:06:00.006+08:00

wongyuinqing!
say thankyou!
your blog is like nicer than mine okay! LOL.;DD

be proud!
your first post is written by me. ;P

liewlili was here :D
ps: im not hacker :P